Over the Christmas holidays, I've watched rather a lot of tv, which actually I suppose isn't unusual for me but by doing so I discovered a wonderful, provocative artist called Martin Firrell. From the work I've seen on the internet and in the documentary I watched he mostly uses words on high status buildings. These words generally provoke thought and reflect views that maybe aren't necessarily discussed in mainstream media. The documentary I watched focused on his project at St. Pauls Cathedral; for eight days in 2008 (Yes, I'm too late to see it) words and sentences that Firrell had put together from comments on his blog, conversations with renowned philosophers and artists to answer the question "What gives modern life meaning and purpose?" were projected onto the cathedral, inside and out. There were some beautiful quotations amongst all of the sentences, I urge anyone to check out the blog some of the sentences came from...
http://thequestionmarkinside.blogspot.com/2007/11/how-do-you-describe-question-mark.html#comments
It really makes one appreciate life and definitely is a great pick me up if you're having a bad day as it can remind you of the small things that create happiness. I suppose lots of things give my life meaning; there are lots of things that make me happy such as lyrics, the atmosphere at festivals, mash potato, books, the colours of autumn, England, drunken escapades, cities, nostalgia, diversity, lonnnng conversations about everything and anything, being young, wine, debate, board games, sociology, quaint cafes, films, a great find in a charity shop, FRIENDS etc, ect, etc, the list could gooo on forever but I suppose hope gives my life meaning, without hope how would we see past all the hideous and horrendous things that go on in our world?

I watched the A Single Man the other day and it was stunning not only visually but the story itself. It touched upon themes such as homosexuality, freedom, death, life, love, grief...Clearly the meaning of life for George (the main character played by Firth) was love and connecting with people and I suppose spontaneity too. It raised a question in my mind if you were planning on committing suicide, would you change your behaviour, would you tell people what you really thought of them and if so would it benefit you from doing so? Quite a morbid thought but I found it very interesting, fortunately this isn't something I need to ponder too much. It reminded me a little of American Beauty which is one of my favourite films. There's an amazing quote at the end of A Single Man just like at the end of American Beauty which I'm sure everyone can relate to even if they've just experienced it once;
"A few times in my life I've had moments of absolute clarity, when for a few brief seconds the silence drowns out the noise and I can feel rather than think, and things seem so sharp and the world seems so fresh. I can never make these moments last. I cling to them, but like everything, they fade. I have lived my life on these moments. They pull me back to the present, and I realize that everything is exactly the way it was meant to be."
Firth is brilliant in it and I'm excited to see his performance in The King's Speech, he's very versatile and can be very emotive, he's rather kind on the eye too!ha